my livejournal for a certain reason

this one person
who can
persuade me.

yes.


Today was okay, because every class was 40 minutes.
But I have a math test tomorrow
which I'm going to fail.
And a spanish test. Which I won't fail.
OH
and I
have a 4.0 now.
I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL/SURPRISED
except it's going to go down
because
my math
I fail.
help.

anyways
tomorrow feels like it's gonna be Friday
but it's not
It's annoying.

Today I was late for school
because there was a bunch of traffic
and the fake nice reception lady gave me detention.
BUT Mr. Ferretti is ultra like me, so he let me go early because he said I was a good worker
even though I was basically just
washing the top of microwaves and flinging food as far away from myself as I could
So I felt kindof bad and felt like I needed to do more.
but of course I didn't, so I left.

History - Went on myspace the whole time because they brought in the laptops to class.
Bio - Ms. Bohnert went on a video rampage, almost killed myself of boredom.
Free Period - MYSPACE/choosing song for spanish
English - Sub, listened to ipod & finished homework
Spanish - Fashion show. LOL.
Math - SLEEP.


that was how exciting my day was
I really don't like Tuesdays
I like Wednesdays after school
ESPECIALLY TOMORROW
40 minute classes.
but I'm getting a haircut in Mountain View.
Then I have to drive all the way back and it takes a year. Wow Dangit
Uhm
and I realised
how much
I like recent people.
ohohoho!

OKAY so Friday was ultra fun.
I took the bus which I still like taking to Carlmont for some reason LOL It's fun and I got to the shopping cntr.
& walked over to starbeezys to meet sasha so we walked around & I got the courage up to go in the bagel store[ i got kicked out by a crazy guy who works there] even though Sasha basically :D forced me
and I got
a salt bagel with cream cheese. And I already want another one.
SO it was like 2:10 so we walked up to carlmont and waited at the bus stop and I saw Lwrnz0rzslutface and the usual people except Kevin who was sick [ I feel so bad.]

Then Stephen arr1v3d and he & sasha and I walked back to the shopping center and just sat around with other people and Sharice and Annette appeared randomly and then Ronny Rampage :> came also.
So then ronny & I went to stephens house and tried to get Stephen away from playing too much xboc and attempted to longboard and other stuff and yeah so then we had to leave so I could get home and we took the train back with Sharice because she decided to go to burlingame and then robert got off at millbrae so I took Muni home.
Saturday I had to hang out with the parentals and went to marin to some random oyster place and it was okay because the driving was fun until on the way back they started saying I was going too fast around turns and blahblah dumb stuff and my mom got all anxiety-ish so my dad had to drive because highway1 is scary/weird and my mom was getting annoy.
Sunday I had a driving lesson when I don't really need it, so the lady's going to try and get me out of the next one because she said I'd easily pass the driving test or whatever.
Today went by really slow and tomorrow will too because Tuesdays[why not threesdays?] always do. And I have spanish, dangit. And  ronny & I called people during lunch and yeah that was
the weekend.and today.

Don't want the rest of today to happen.
Yesterday I went to bed at 11 30 which is early for me, and it DIDN'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE. So I don't really care what time I'm bed.
 serra sweatshirt[ew] it's going to be sooo emb because manager is nerd I just wanted to get out of P.E. Well, at least it's less emb than failing at team sports.
School is getting annoying.
I like lunch, and my free period, and I guess most of my classes go by quickly.
At the beginning of the year, I was aiming for like a 3.4 GPA, because I had a 3.0 and 3.2 last year. Now I ended up with a 3.8. Idk how really. I go to bed way too late, I don't study as much as I should-wait actually I kindof study a lot, but I don't do a lot of my homework very well.
SO I've never had a 3.8, and I thought I'd be ultra happy but I didn't really care at all. And now I get mad when I have a B+ in a class and I stress myself about bringing the grade up, and then I have like at least five tests/quizzes a week, so it's ultra annoying.
And I'm barely dealing with my spanish teacher[she's annoying] and english teacher [he's BITCH!].
And I'm not even doing anything extracurricular right now except for managing. Even though I'm going back to ninja when I get my license. So school is ultra..suck.

ANYWAYS. I looked so cool today I even got approved by Ben for looking cool enough which is surprising  looks dumb. Even though in a few months I'll think what I webecause usually he complains. I'm tired of dressing overly colour/attract attention because now I think itar now is dumb.
My train got stuck today though for like 30 minutes in the middle of nowhere and it was really boring.
And now I'm wasting my studying time.

Badnight.

Getting myself to get to bed before midnight.
Too late.
"yesterday" was okay
i didn't really mind school, it wasn't dull or exciting
History class is the most boring thing ever though.
I don't seem to care about tests anymore since I get A's and B's on most of them without doing THAT much
I'm
ultra hap hat some of my friends can
random make me good mood when i'm in a bad mood . Oh I'm just being random.
I'm not really
as excited for this Friday as I am usually
So maybe the week will go faster
Wednesday
I have track managing because I'm nerd/didn't want to stay after school every single day
and
I don't want to do it
because
I don't follow those type of directions well
and
all my friends that said they were going to do it :D AREN'T
so
I'm by myself
I don't think
anyone
reads this
except
Kevin
or
POSSIBLY
anette or stephen
since
they're livejournal
but I'm kindof doubt
knight.


s of the round table.

This weekend it rained. Dangit.
Friday was okay - not really what I was expecting though.
Someone made me frustration.
But they don't know. ohh god.
they don't KNOOOOOOOOOOW.
I'm semi over it now.
So anyways
"Vantage Point" was SOOO ANNOYING FOR THE FIRST LIKE 45 MINUTES
Then the rest
was SO GOOD
THE CAR CHASE WAS TOOO INTENSE!
It felt like
I was in the car.
So THEN


Oh, and then I got on the train with Sharice but she only went to San Carlos, and I went home
then Saturday I did nothing
I was going to hang out with Ivana
but it was storming [semi, not as much as I thought it was going to]

Then today, I didn't have homework, so I just sat around but then I went to the mall
and got new shoes
and a belt!

back from sonoraboarding
the ride
there/back
seemed
way shorter than it was
it was kinda cool

oh
but I fell going off a jump and :D HURT MY TAILBONE!
and now i'm doing nothing
i think i'll do homework tonight though
and possibly do something tomorrow
even though nobody will want to
because it feels poo doing things a day before school
and i need my license/a car

I was in a bad mood
because
of something
but
then I thought it over
and the reason I was in a bad mood
was pointless
since
the reason wasn't really there
except a tiny bit
so now
i'm not mood at all
i'm nothing.

I'm about to stab myself tonight
not really
but I want to
my idiot spanish partner didn't send his part of the project so i'm going to  fail
i still have to finish my stupid english book
and study for theology
which means i'll be going to bed around 1 AM
which makes me want to kill myself
because i hate doing that
I did it on Monday because I couldn't sleep
and now I'm going to end up doing it again
I hate tuesdays
it makes me mad how everyone goes to sleep before me.
and then wednesdays are okay but I still don't like them that much
and i'm mad about other things
and about other people
this one person.
not AT them
but mad about situations involving them.
and they didn't even do anything.
it's so annoying.
I can't say who it is or why I'm mad because I don't want to and I'm not going to.
they're probably reading this.
and not expecting that it's them.
hi.
and this is stupid because I'm rambling.
and basically talking to myself.
but
im about to stab
anyways..

OOOh! WHAT THE HECK! WOW!

only tuesday?




...........wow

How'd you make me mad by doing nothing?
Or not doing what I expected as fast as I expected
when it didn't really matter
because what I expected wasn't anything important at all
and basically represented nothing
no this isn't you.
unless you're REALLY REALLY REALLY not expecting that this is you
then it probably is you


i sound craze.

I'm actually mad that friday afternoon is over.
Especially since I have to wait till :D NEXT FRIDAY!
I WISH IT COULD JUST BE FRIDAY EVERY DAY, i'm actually mad.
Today
was too good

I sortof like wednesdays
Because I like thursdays
and I like thursdays because I like fridays
which is the next day
LOL

Today was ok
Lunch was ultra fun/funny

I ate a poptart


Then I took the train
and talked to robert
and made calls
but nobody answered except Sharice

then I got sushi and ate it in SOMA.
While all the moderns walked by.
and now I'm home.
hwk.
studying.
bye.

I talk on the phone too much now
which is weird, because I used to hate talking on the phone
and now if I don't talk to someone after school I die
and it's ultra weird
Usually I call SK or R or B
SO CALL ME.
but
nobody's going to
because everyone thinks it's embarrassing for some random reason
which is why I don't call people when they say things like " anyone call me!" LOL
but I still want
you to call
im going craze/obsessing over
calls




nothing else happened today
OH
except
I went to Urban Outfitters
and returned my sweater
so I have a 50 dollar urban outfitters card now.
which is
kindof cool

I used to like Monday's when I had two free periods but now I don't because the whole week is ahead of me.
In english I thought I was going to die because I was so tired.
And I had 2 tests today which was even worse.
And then I was going to drink NOS[ew it looks toxic LOL] during lunch but burst bitch couldn't get it because mr. monoturkey closed the door in the locker room..

I wish it was Friday every day.
I have only a few things on my mind right now[why not off?] because I'm so tired.
oh and I had this ultra bad headache today.
Oh and imagine :D the train was 30 minutes late, but they expressed to SF, thank god
because it hit someone
they literally hit someone every 3 weeks
At least I don't have homework today
except for Spanish that will take me one second


Wow I wish I had more to write about I'm so bored.

So the weekend was good in some ways and bad in others.
We started at 10 on friday again, randomly.
School went REALLY slow even though I only had 2 classes and a free period.
I was basically just waiting to get out. And I basically have all A's [except in math oh god.] that's ultra good

So me & brett & robert walked really fast to the bus stop after school in the rain.
we got off and went to the carlmont shopping center and ate bagels and stuff and got jamba juice
the guy in the bagel store :D hates me because  :D AARON SAID I WAS GOING TO KICK HIS ASS ONE TIME! so now he STARES at me and imagine he came up to me and was like "You gotta problem widdit?" in this ultra asian accent and I was like.."what's it..I don't have a problem with it I don't know what it is" LOL and he didn't get it so he didn't do anything.
then we walked to carlmont in the rain and we were soaking waiting for everyone but kevin couldn't see us.
we saw lwrnz0rz slutface and other people
and I had my epic battle with stephen except not really because it was 1 second long and after I slapped his hand[which hurt :D MINE!] he literally dissapeared in one second
and then everyone left and I went to sharices house
and we got ready and went to untraceable with robert  & kevin
and it was kinda bad.
and then robert/sharice/melanie/i went to burlingame
and sharice started dancing in front of this middle eastern place
and a like drunk 50 year old guy pulled her in from the window
and she got kicked out LOL.
and then yeah
i went to roberts and slept over and we lurked literally the whole night which sounds stupid it's embarrassing but we're seriously the biggest lurks in the world
so friday was ultra eventful/rainy
and in the morning we went to some good but ultra old person diner
so I then I took the train home..and watched
a REALLY CHEESY STUPID BAD MOVIE and fell asleep after because movies make me fall asleep now.
and today
I did nothing.
BYE! :] 

I got 3 hours of sleep last night. I mean this morning, since I went to bed at 3.
Today was okay
Robert did the funniest impressions in the world [I :D almost :D BARFED! of laughter in the library]
uhm
my ipod did the stupid thing where it doesn't sync the songs if I don't have the new version of itunes
so I came home without any music
I almost stabbed myself
OH
and safeway sushi got good surprisingly
well, at least the soma safeway did.

Today it took me ten hours to do my homework .

today was really boring.
I didn't talk to certain people as much as I wanted to, didn't go outside at all, and basically sat at home eating and watching movies.
I called literally six people to see if they could hang out, but nobody could.
I didn't feel like going downtown either.
I'm so bored, I think I'll do homework.